melody of life

2005-02-10T19:55:00.000-08:00

bODy - mInD - AnD sOul

i was thinking something, its wierd when people scare about nature will mess them up...cus...they never scare to destroy nature but why they become so afraid and getiing so freak out when nature wanna take a chance to ask them pay it back...hmmmmmm
people so lame huh?dun you think so?
so sad about it!!really....

2005-01-10T02:56:00.000-08:00

I am the luckiest woman ever!!!!

hello my dearest wife, i know it is silly to write cause i am about to call you in a second:)...but i have not sent you email for a long time , and i just want to tell you again, how much i love you lea....god!!!! ilooooooooooove you honey!!! its so so so so so so smuch.....i can just tell you over and ver again, but it does not really say all , of how much i feel for you , how much i truly need you, how incredibly much i care for you sweetheart. i am just so utterly and totally and completely in love with you in every possible way lea, and even after so long apart its still growing!!!! the lonhger we are together, i just keep loving you and needing you more and more. I adore you honey, and i swear to you i will cherish you forever...and, i know i should say thiss part, but...just, please dont ever stop loving me...please dont ever disappear from my life, i will truly die! i need you so bad lea. oh honey...i miss you so so bad...god!!!! it has gotten to the point where sometimes i can barely even look at your picture cause it hurts to much to see your beautyful face...i look at your amazing eyes....and i just feel this pulling inside me it just pul me to you...just like gravity. even though I am so helpless to the power you have on me, i love it! the way you affect me, it feels so so good. I am inspired by your resolution my love...and I want to tell you mine... 1. do a great job in finishing college and earn my degree 2. do something for my mom 3. the absolute...most important!!!! of all, is I want to anything i can to be the very best husband for you, i want to try more to love you even better to, i want to take care of you better than any husband has ever cared for his wife...I am always good at everything i do, and i want this to be the best example of that...i want to do everything for you lea, and always make you happy and always make you feel good. and of course i will always protect you , and most of all , i will always love you so completely , with every fiber of my heart mind and body....i love you lea forever.. have a wonderful day my love...and dun ever let yourself think for a second you are not beautyful!!! and believe me your tummy is sooooo sexy!!! i see it and it makes me want to kiss it, and come inside you!!! :) uh oooooooooh! whos the naughty one ( point point ) i love you honey soooooooo much! see you soon my dear all my love , forever, your david

2005-01-10T01:30:00.000-08:00

my nEw hAIr sTyLe wiLl be...

wich one better best for my hair?....i will ask my lovelly husband for it..he have really great taste on it...:)

2005-01-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

saTurDay!!!....

uhm....today i still not really busy...i mean..just like an ordinary me. wake up, meet my David, then go home watch a cartoon...then play with Kyala..watch movie at night..and go sleep. Okey, i have to practise singing too..at 7 to 8...so,just be ware if you wanna be my neighbour cus...i will be sing out aloud and...it will litle bit disturb. :=)

okey...
i have a lot of new friend there with really cool site..
i am just have discuss to my husband if..he will help me to make the coolest one...hummmm,just let see...
also we have to discuss about we gonna have naughty album together...cool!! :=)..is it cool?!! of course it is!!

uhm...i have to go now
i got my symptom again, my body kind so weak and head feel hurt. i dun know i have trough this almost often latelly. i think i should go check up and back to my therapy again. actually, i am tired have sick! really!! I wanna health...so i can do whatever i want.

see ya!!!

om

2005-01-06T01:48:00.000-08:00

wHA tHe hEll gOINg oN???

what the fuck happend in this fucking word so it happend like fucking hell in this god damn fucking country....i saw the rich people up there just use the money it suppose to use to aid tsunami victim...what the shit on their brain anyway....they moron or something?????....jesus christ!!!!!!!!.......................

2005-01-03T21:59:00.000-08:00

tsUNAmi viCTim rePORTage

all it about tsunami victim i have to reportage from NAD..all victims about 90.000..'something' it on prediction will be increase to 10.000.

2005-01-03T01:13:00.000-08:00

2005-01-02T23:17:00.000-08:00

bRoWnIes

I was watching bRoWNiEs yesterday...i found really great words inspired me.

"Brownies was founded at 1890. It was come from failure cake...become really popular delicious cake with his own taste."
Why I though...

Mostly, something special come froim something NOT special. Come from something WRONG...some fault...

Like Thomas A. Edison...everyone think that T.A.E is the most retarted person ever life in this god damn silly absurd world...then we all find out who really he is.

Agreat man with brillian bright brain...

Its really close to brownies story...

I used to think that I am stupid, ugly, unworth at all...it seem more clear when people call me 'moron' as my nick...then it seem more seen when all boys on my class keep talking about how ugly I am makes they needed something to cover my face before they kissing me

And now ...I dun know how...but I am here

I already have really great career till i put it down and decide to a better chance...'MARRIED'

And please marker it...I marry the most wonderfull person, who really love me, with really bright future, plus...he look like Armany Boys...

And he keep telling me 'How great and wonderfull I am. And he says, I can be ANYTHING if i want."

Hm...no different between me, and Brownies, and Thomas A. Edison.

-see ya!!!-

2004-12-31T19:36:00.000-08:00

haPPy nEw yEAr!!!!!

uhm....thanks lord for every given in my pass year, happy and sad there are no different... all those are given to me...anyway, what is new year reSOLuTIon now time?:
relation ship,...give my soulmate more love, more patient, more care, more trust, more faith...love him with love it self.
not only knowing the meaning of love but also...proof it! love is understanding,and giving with asking no return.
goal to my career: at least duin something for my music
be together with my husband. It doesn't matter where is it will be...cali or java...its no problem anymore...just be together with him and starting family life.
my hair..duin something to my hair
uhm...saving!!
have a baby....i wanna have baby
writing a book!!!!
give something to my parent...just something. They have really bad life. And I am sorry about that.
have new ponsel with 1900 GSM/tri-band
fix my computer up
have handy-cam, so i can make indie movie...that would be awsome.
KODAK!! the real camera...so i can do photography...beside cinematography.
learning play PIANO.
well...those all my top priority plan in the 2005..i will tell you later if i have another info about it...but so far only that on my mind...
see ya!!!

2004-12-24T23:36:00.000-08:00

mArRry X- mAst!!

so happy finally x-mas come...well...its great though i have my new site....hmmm. and its in pink!!!! cool!!